to the one who is annoying the CRAP out of me!!!

dear person...

i hope u realise that as time wears on, my patience is wearing thin.. i've already screwed u up before but u really deserve a good thrashing for what u did today!!!

it is ur responsibility to come to the hospital everyday, but today u were a no-show!! i mean u do this kinda crap A LOT lately.... when the specialist asked where u were, all of us were at a loss at how to respond thinking of ways to save ur ass from trouble~~ (so not worth it!)... and he said that since we're group members, we should noe y ur not around!! hahahaha like we dunno u for the lazy ass that u r (not that i'm soooo rajin but i come to the hospital at least!). damn we we're embarassed cos we seemed so not united as a team!! (if we had a choice i wouldn't want u to be in the group anyway!)

when someone called u, u said u we're AT HOME!!! WTF?? hahahah the best part is u said u we're going to be a little bit late.... fine~~~ but by 12 noon when u didn't show up.... we we're not even suprised!! IF U WE'RE NOT GOING TO SHOW UP, Y DID U SAY U WILL IDIOT!!!
the afternoon classes we're also a NO-SHOW! i mean seriously~~ but i found out y u didn't bother showing up to class at all.... YOUR BF IS IN TOWN!!!! i feel like cursing for a whole minute... but too bad i don't curse... not really~~

all i can say is....nothing~~ cos ur a hopeless case who dunno where her priorities lie... (typical kampong thinking.... i have to put my man first before everything else!) all i can say is i hope it's worth it!~~


ps: ppl, i noe i'm ranting really bad but i have no outlet and i need to get rid of my pent up frustrations!!! SORRY for the whine spree!!!

pps : nurul!!!! i miss u lar.... r u bz?? my msges are left unanswered, y?~~~ huhuhuhuh

PLEASE... do your job!!

what is a leader? a leader is suppose to lead the team, be at the frontlines and be responsible for almost everything..... so why izzit that some ppl just don't get the concept?? is a leader suppose to just disappear without telling the rest of the team? is the leader suppose to be the first one to go home? isn't the leader supposed to be the one speaking to the person in charge?

damn... we only made her leader so she'll quit with the complaints.. most especially "tak fair lar macam nie" and "haritu i dah buat dh.. korang lar pulak!".. if u want to ungkit everything u've done, even i can say i've done a lot!! but do i berkira with u?? i don't want to berkira but with this kind of ppl~~~~

now, as it is we're totally relying on another groups leader and even she is so close to breaking down with all the pressure~~ damn our USELESS leader!!! the only thing she's good for os bringing her laptop evrywhere!!

on another note, another person is becoming just as annoying~~ seriously.... just disappearing off and when i called to ask where she is?? guess what?? she's already at home while the leader is MIA..... all the rest of us fumed and if emotions could kill, someone would be dead!!! she said she went to the toilet and after that she called her friend (who is in another group) and when she ws told that class for the day is finished, she just went home without checking with her group members!!

just thinking about it sets me off... so when i went off at her behaviour she just said "sama jer kalo telefon *** and telefon korang!!".... damn with the stupid answers!! haih... what is happening to the world!! we actually had an assignment to do~~~ so x kompak u noe....

i guess i've whined enuff for today.... i guess cos i do't have an outlet so if i bottle it up i'm gonna BLOW UP! phew~~ got that off my chest!! feeling better now!! :p

misuse of power?

one fine day, i was trying to find a parking space during lunch.. after circling the entire place, i find no parking space until voila!! suddenly somebody wants to go out of their parking space....

so i waited for them to come out, signal on and everything when suddenly "PON PON!" somebody honked me from the back... i saw a police bike at the back and ignored it la... ummm i mean i was waiting for a parking space and i had a signal on! BUT WAIT! "PON PON!"

if u haven't guessed it, yes, it was the policeman who was honking me~~~ when i signaled him that i was waitting for a parking space, he just signaled "get a move on!!" SHIT!!..i i swear if it was not the police, or not a public place, i'll definitely screw him up or at the very least flash the middle finger to the idiot!!!! AAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!! that was how frustrated i was...

FYI, i have flashed the middle finger to a "so-called" policeman but at the time i was not aware he was a policeman... and i was at home... private property.. meaning i can do whatever i want!!! oh but the guy so deserved it!! :p

seriously.... isn't this misuse of power??? do i expect too much?? haih~~ i give up~~

i'm back??

okie~~i'm so tired cos i've been super bz with my life rite now!!! OMG I dunno where to start... suffice it to say that there are not enough hours in a day for me to do everything!!!

i'm sick and tired of disorganized and go with the flow attitude!!! especially from stupid ppl who is getting paid to do wut?? i really dunno wut these ppl do but nothing is going as planned.... or was there any plan at all!!! you would think after 3 years~~~ things would be going smoothly by now but noooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!! i really shud stop ranting!!

by the way, i had the most filled holiday~~~ some fulfilling, some not! i miss good food that u can never get in kangar!! i miss spicy foods... i thought that the closer to the border, the spicier the food but boy was i wrong!!!!

i'm just writing what comes to mind but rest assured that maybe i'll write on a more regular basis~~ no promises... i'm bored like nothing else here~~~ thank god for broadband!!!
i'm in pulmonology posting now~~ 2 weeks have passed and my mid post test is going to be on the 20th while my finals on the 28th~~~ pls pray for me!!! i'm having palpitations just thinking bout it!!!!

pests!!!

i HATE household pests!!! especially ants, spiders, cockraoaches and lizards!!!! why do they insist on coming in the hse when u've already killed some of they friends?? are they simply asking to be killed!!!!

ANTS -> the bane of my existance!!! y izzit that everytime i see a line of ants in my room i get annoyed?? because MY ROOM is devoid of foodstuff!!! nope they're not there for the food... instead, they are using my room as an expressway.... every night i'll kill all the ants that i can see and reach... then, the line of ants will disappear (for a few hours!!) and then reappear taking a slightly different route!! according to nurul, the ants in her house will disappear when some gets killed... but at my place... I WISH!! maybe they're foreign ants.. they don't understand y i'm so violent towards them!! plus.. they are suicidal as well cos somedays i'll find them swimming in the kettle!! any suggestions on what i should do???

SPIDERS -> well... lets just say they dirty the house real fast... plus they always breed really fast as well!!! esp the daddy long leg types!!

COCKROACHES ->at the moment, i've never seen any at my place yet... (thank god!!) but i'm reminded of a story..... i remembered that in August of 2006 me and my hsemate nurul was moving into a new place (to stay)... and i'm sure nurul remembers this story very very well!!! we were going to clean the house since it was empty for a while... so obviously the first thing i'd want to clean is the toilet!!! everything looks fine... not a critter in sight!!! there was however this rather unsightly paint can masquerading as tempat takung air and it was upside down!!! (we don't want to breed dengue now right?? so i wanted to put it outside... i lifted it and WHOOSH!!

yes.. this is the toilet but it doesn't actually look so bad
(this was taken from the door so imagine how small the place is!!)

Cockroaches from at least 10 generations scrambles out from under the paint can!!! it was the most gross situations ever... suddenly everywhere you want to run to is filled with cockroaches (bear in mind that i am still in the freakin toilet!!) but i run anyway wishing to god i didn't step on any... oh AND THE SMELL!! you know how sometimes you can tell if a cockroach ia around... yeah..multiply dat by about 50X....*uwekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk*. so now i'm out and close the toilet door to contain the critters inside!!! then we ran to the neightbours hse to borrow the BAYGON!!!! so war was started!!! we opened the door and started spraying non stop until we ran out of baygon~~~ yet they were still scurrying around!!! so armed with my trusty brrom... the squishing session started!!! i killed more than i could ever hope to kill~~~ very proud!!! again.. it was soooooo GROSSSSSSSS!!

LIZARDS -> do i need to expand on this issue?????

sorry... this is another rant session~~~ but i'll appreciate any advice on the ant issue!!!! hehe

i feel like a little rant session...

lets see.... i feel like ranting n raving at the moment... i've just been reminded by someone about all things i'm not satisfied bout... especially regarding acms accomodation~~~~ there are many things i'm not happy about... among other things...

1. The mattress which feels more like the sponge u use to clean ur dirty plates!!! i mean i wouldn't let my cat sleep on a bed like that!!! wassup man???

yup... that there is my bed!!!!

yes!!! that is how thick it is... but watch this....

this is what happens when i squeeze it!!! can u imagine what happens when u sleep on it?? i can feel the bedframe digging at my back.... on the bright side... free massage!!!! so i have fortified my place of leisure so that it would be acceptable for the use of human beings~~

i bought the travellers mattress!!!! and now i can sleep nicely even if occasionally i can feel the besi at my back!!!
ahhhh.... and i spread a quilt over the bed as well!!! and ppl still wonder y i don't have enough sleep and am cultivating my eyebags with love and care~~~ u ppl get it rite???? right about now i'm sure ur asking "y la this gurl sooooo stupid never ask for new mattress".. all i can say is i have!!!! sampai berbuih mulut tau until i totally give up!!!! the management sucks anyway!!!

2. The price of the house!!! RM300 per head??? bear in mind it is a townhouse in a gated community w/ a swimming pool and gym... but this is not bloody KL?? according to my sources, the whole lot of hse is RM1,200 but as it is i'm only using the 2nd floor... can u imagine their untung if there were 4-5 ppl to a hse (upstairs n downstairs!!!)

3. The new warden.... now this lady is sooooooooooo lazy... now instead of sending us the bill (as in the whole bill) she places the list of houses and prices in the library!!! (i mean WE= the fourth years have no time to go to the campus library... sangat!!) okay... and then she has the nerve to tell me she is NOT going to give me a copy of the bill... if i want a copy i have to go copy it myself!!! WTF!!! has she ever heard of documentation??? don't i need 1??

4. Curfew... can u believe she actually set a curfew of 12 midnight for us!!!! (i admit there is nothing much to do here in ulu land but...) omg... what r we....16??? i mean we're 23 years old!!!! so we all always break curfew just to rub it in her face!!!! just like yeasterday when i came home at a little past 1am.... i'm sure she's getting a report from the security guard as we speak!!! hahahaha

these are the main issues~~~ but other than that its mostly personal.. like ppl in the management that i cannot stand the sight of!!! apalagi when i hear their voice!!!! i feel like the sound of nail scratching the blackboard is much MUCH better!!!! why do these ppl airritate me so!!!!!!!!!! thats it for now!!!! i feel much better!!!! :P