to the one who is annoying the CRAP out of me!!!

dear person...

i hope u realise that as time wears on, my patience is wearing thin.. i've already screwed u up before but u really deserve a good thrashing for what u did today!!!

it is ur responsibility to come to the hospital everyday, but today u were a no-show!! i mean u do this kinda crap A LOT lately.... when the specialist asked where u were, all of us were at a loss at how to respond thinking of ways to save ur ass from trouble~~ (so not worth it!)... and he said that since we're group members, we should noe y ur not around!! hahahaha like we dunno u for the lazy ass that u r (not that i'm soooo rajin but i come to the hospital at least!). damn we we're embarassed cos we seemed so not united as a team!! (if we had a choice i wouldn't want u to be in the group anyway!)

when someone called u, u said u we're AT HOME!!! WTF?? hahahah the best part is u said u we're going to be a little bit late.... fine~~~ but by 12 noon when u didn't show up.... we we're not even suprised!! IF U WE'RE NOT GOING TO SHOW UP, Y DID U SAY U WILL IDIOT!!!
the afternoon classes we're also a NO-SHOW! i mean seriously~~ but i found out y u didn't bother showing up to class at all.... YOUR BF IS IN TOWN!!!! i feel like cursing for a whole minute... but too bad i don't curse... not really~~

all i can say is....nothing~~ cos ur a hopeless case who dunno where her priorities lie... (typical kampong thinking.... i have to put my man first before everything else!) all i can say is i hope it's worth it!~~


ps: ppl, i noe i'm ranting really bad but i have no outlet and i need to get rid of my pent up frustrations!!! SORRY for the whine spree!!!

pps : nurul!!!! i miss u lar.... r u bz?? my msges are left unanswered, y?~~~ huhuhuhuh

PLEASE... do your job!!

what is a leader? a leader is suppose to lead the team, be at the frontlines and be responsible for almost everything..... so why izzit that some ppl just don't get the concept?? is a leader suppose to just disappear without telling the rest of the team? is the leader suppose to be the first one to go home? isn't the leader supposed to be the one speaking to the person in charge?

damn... we only made her leader so she'll quit with the complaints.. most especially "tak fair lar macam nie" and "haritu i dah buat dh.. korang lar pulak!".. if u want to ungkit everything u've done, even i can say i've done a lot!! but do i berkira with u?? i don't want to berkira but with this kind of ppl~~~~

now, as it is we're totally relying on another groups leader and even she is so close to breaking down with all the pressure~~ damn our USELESS leader!!! the only thing she's good for os bringing her laptop evrywhere!!

on another note, another person is becoming just as annoying~~ seriously.... just disappearing off and when i called to ask where she is?? guess what?? she's already at home while the leader is MIA..... all the rest of us fumed and if emotions could kill, someone would be dead!!! she said she went to the toilet and after that she called her friend (who is in another group) and when she ws told that class for the day is finished, she just went home without checking with her group members!!

just thinking about it sets me off... so when i went off at her behaviour she just said "sama jer kalo telefon *** and telefon korang!!".... damn with the stupid answers!! haih... what is happening to the world!! we actually had an assignment to do~~~ so x kompak u noe....

i guess i've whined enuff for today.... i guess cos i do't have an outlet so if i bottle it up i'm gonna BLOW UP! phew~~ got that off my chest!! feeling better now!! :p

misuse of power?

one fine day, i was trying to find a parking space during lunch.. after circling the entire place, i find no parking space until voila!! suddenly somebody wants to go out of their parking space....

so i waited for them to come out, signal on and everything when suddenly "PON PON!" somebody honked me from the back... i saw a police bike at the back and ignored it la... ummm i mean i was waiting for a parking space and i had a signal on! BUT WAIT! "PON PON!"

if u haven't guessed it, yes, it was the policeman who was honking me~~~ when i signaled him that i was waitting for a parking space, he just signaled "get a move on!!" SHIT!!..i i swear if it was not the police, or not a public place, i'll definitely screw him up or at the very least flash the middle finger to the idiot!!!! AAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!! that was how frustrated i was...

FYI, i have flashed the middle finger to a "so-called" policeman but at the time i was not aware he was a policeman... and i was at home... private property.. meaning i can do whatever i want!!! oh but the guy so deserved it!! :p

seriously.... isn't this misuse of power??? do i expect too much?? haih~~ i give up~~

going to melaka~~

yay!! i'm going to be in Melaka for the AFS Volunteers Congress starting Saturday till Sunday!!! i can't wait cos i'll be able to see the ppl i miss!!! hahahahaha u noe me being so isolated from the world~~~

and i'll be able to attend the end of stay dinner!!! <3 i really wanna see some of those kids~~~

but i still dread the LOOOOONGGG bus ride!!! haih... the things i go through... going to transit in KL first cos i dun wanna naik some unknown bus directly to melaka... am i too choosy?? :P

to the one that needs encouragement~~~

my worst nightmare will be to lose a parent and family member~~ coping is never easy but as they say, time will eventually heal all wounds. i won't even pretend to understand what you're feeling but i hope i'll be able to be there for you when u need me... if not a shoulder to cry on, a hug, just to talk, just to be there, just to text u in silent encouragement~~

i really hope u'll jump up from this as fast as i hope u can but only time will tell right??
stay strong my loved one, my friend..... the one who needs encouragement.

nostalgia~~ but i feel sooooooooo OLD!!!

i feel soo old and ancient!!! one of my friends put this up... and someone (a guy no less!!) has a 3 year old baby!!

omg.. i feel so old and grown up all of a sudden~~~

this is my standard 6 class picture~~ of all the years in primary school, i remember this year the best!!! :p

plus i was so much thinner~~ hahahah so jealous of my old self!! :)

i wanna get out

i feel like i've been annoyed at evrything lately....

i should stop posting posts yg i consider stupid and idiotic... but it's easiest to write about.. but i should probably stop whining... it'll get me nowhere!!

OBAMA WON!!

okay... it's something i've been wondering but i kinda noe the answer to it already...

why is everyone interested in american politics???? and supporting candidates which will not govern this country???

the reason is too simple~~

the WHOLE country is bored of this country's politicians, their childish behaviour, pettiness and their policy of non-tolerance~~~

seriously.... if you actually watch the dewan nyer persidangan... i think there is more name-calling and insults than actual intelectual conversation~~~ i mean sampai kena halau, and then walk outs!!!

seriously, high school no!! primary school kids fight with more integrity and systematic order....
and these are the people supposed to inspire our children??? these are the people actually governing the country??

i'm disturbed~~~

i still love malaysia though~~~ just NOT the politicians in it!!

when is malaysia going to have it's version of obama?.... we can only wait and hope....

yet another mystery of government~~~

okay.... melaka government has done it again... another stupid thing to do that is up there on par with :

1) a few years back (dun exactly remember when) when someone in terengganu blamed the women for not enticing enough foreigners to want to make terengganu their second home

2) also when someone said that the baju kurung school uniform is too sexy

3) i can actually go on and on but back to my story...

okay... guess what??? they are trying to lelong single mothers off!!! can u $%^ believe it??? who the hell made you our owners huh??? it's insulting to all single mothers and women in general!! plus it's encouraging polygamy!! "not to encourage konon.... its SICK!! WHAT THE HELL WERE THEY THINKING??? anyway read this article first....

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Saturday November 1, 2008

Malacca may give RM1,000 to men who take them as second wives

MARRIED men in Malacca may receive RM1,000 from the state government if they choose to take poor, single mothers as second wives, reported Harian Metro.

The daily quoted Malacca Chief Minister Datuk Seri Mohd Ali Rustam, who made the proposal, as stressing that the incentive would be given on condition, among others, that the men do not divorce their first wives.

He said the move was not to encourage polygamy but to ease the burden of single mothers who are dependent on welfare aid from various parties.

“The matter is still being considered. The state government will decide following discussions with various parties, including the Malacca Islamic Religious Department, Women and Family Development Council and Welfare Department,” he said.

In an effort to curb social ills such as illicit sex and Mat Rempit, Mohd Ali said the state government would consider giving a similar incentive to youths who get married before 30.

“Currently, young women have been discovered to have illegitimate children, tarnishing the image of Islam and that of their families.”

> The daily also highlighted a report about a man whose wife allegedly had an affair with a police officer after lodging a report on her missing car in Kota Kemuning, Shah Alam, four months ago.

The man, known only as Salman, said he was initially not concerned when his 24-year-old wife received calls from the officer because he thought it was regarding the investigation.

However, after her car was found, the officer continued to contact his wife, he said, adding that they always went out together at night.

“I don’t understand why the officer wants to disturb my wife and my marriage.”

The daily said the officer has been transferred from the district police office to the Selangor police contingent headquarters.

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HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH why oh why~~~

insulting women in every way and form~~~ single mums are not that desperate okay...

some men can even be violent and force women to marry them just to get the money!!!

thinking much??? i think NOT!!

tongkang pecah!!!!!

my room is a BLOODY mess!!!! even for my standards... it's becoming a health hazard!!!

HELP!!!

why is civilization deteriorating??

okay.... i've lived all my life in MALAYSIA (like duh!!)... anyway, lately i've been watching and i realise that we have an epidemic!!! its seriously WHACKED cos i mean how hard is it to do the right thing? if you're wondering "what the hell is this woman trying to say..." well most ppl wonder~~

back to the point... we have an infestation! it's called lack of manners..... to understand what i'm saying pls read this over here....

well.. to these kinds of ppl, i wonder what u were doing when your parents were teaching you about manners and civic conciousness!! (i have no doubt it was taught to u~~)

oh well... 1 more thing... pls be considerate of those who are disabled around you... AND most important, DON'T PISS OFF A BLOGGER?!!! cos either way, YOU LOSE!!!

bull crap!!

found this article in the star!!! again let me say that it is a buch of bull!!! i mean that guy must be thinking too much about it!!! sad... i mean "all muslim ppl in malaysia are a bunch of stupid idiots with no faith.... that's why we have to come up with these rules so they don't lose faith!!" is this what's underneath their intentions~~~

like lyn said... brains smaller than germs!!!

Fatwa Council ruling on yoga on Friday

KUALA LUMPUR: The National Fatwa Council will come out with a ruling on yoga exercise on Friday, said Department of Islamic Development Malaysia (Jakim) directorgeneral Datuk Wan Mohamad Sheikh Abdul Aziz.

He said the ruling would come following an indepth six-month study that had been undertaken after the matter was referred to the council three times.

The ruling is related to the faith of Muslims who practised yoga, Wan Mohamad told reporters after officiating a seminar on 'akidah' (faith) at the Wilayah Persekutuan Mosque on Saturday.

Recently, a lecturer, Prof Zakaria Stapa of Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia's Islamic Studies Centre, advised Muslims who had taken up yoga to stop practising it out of concern that it could cause them to deviate from their belief.

Yoga, related to exercise and mental discipline, has been practised since 3,300BC for improved health and is said to help slow down ageing, reduce risk of diabetes, asthma and heart-related diseases.

The daily exercise practice has many poses, positions and concentration techniques based on ancient Indian tradition. Also, Wan Mohamad said he regretted the attitude of Muslims in the country who were easily influenced by foreign cultures to the point of affecting their faith.

"When those involved take them as trends, such cultures can lead to a serious crime according to syariah law (Islamic law) and this can destroy the family institution," he said.

Wan Mohamed said the recent National Fatwa Council ruling to ban tomboyish behaviour, that is women looking like men whether in appearance or dressing, was to preserve the faith of Muslims.

He said syariah law could be brought to bear on Muslims who practice culture that could lead to a deviation of their faith. - Bernama

WHAT A BUNCH OF BULLCRAP!!

narrow mindedness----WTH???

okay... you've guessed it... this is a post about the FATWA council.... first as an introduction i'll post an article...

After trousers, Malaysia Muslim body targets yoga

Wed Oct 29, 2008 1:26pm IST

KUALA LUMPUR (Reuters Life!) - Not content with banning women from wearing trousers, Malaysia's top Islamic council now wants a ban on yoga, according to a report on state news agency Bernama.

The National Fatwa Council's Deputy Director-General Othman Mustapha told reporters after a seminar on Islamic jurisprudence on Thursday that the announcement would be made soon.

Professor Zakaria Stapa of Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia's Islamic Studies Centre told the seminar on Wednesday that Muslims who had taken up yoga should stop practising as it could damage their faith, Bernama said.

Last week the Fatwa Council decreed that tomboyish behaviour by girls, including wearing trousers, was immoral as it may lead to the practise of lesbian sex.

Gay sex is prohibited in this country of 27 million people where over half of the population is Muslim.

1) i think it's bloody hilarious!!! i mean we all noe that it has hindu origin... pls la we're not that stupid!!!

2) plus... nobody would think that by adopting good living practices, that your faith may be diverted!!! i mean if u didn't say it out loud for all ppl to hear, then nobody would even think it!!!

3) i think the FATWA council has too much time on their hands... they're bored so they're doing this for sport!!!! the idiots!!

4) they were trying to ban pants.... very good!!! now all girls can wear skirts... personally i just think they wanna make it easier for guys to 'selak' the skirt and have their way... and they're JEALOUS cos they can't wear skirts!!!

5) we all noe what they're really scared of!!! they're scared that the female sex is taking over the workforce which.... face it!!! we are~~~~

6) they should ban smoking.... it's healthier... but wait.. they can't cos there are still a few among them that smoke!!! cannot get majority vote~~~

7) if they're worried bout lesbianism... might as well start with abolishing all single sex schools!!! (i dread to think it... me being from girls school and all....) at the root as they say~~~ these ppl are not thinking.... i mean... if u're gay, ur gay... accept it and be done... it's a personal choice!!!!

8) if this actually happening, next time it's gonna be movies banned!! music banned!!! books banned!!! i'll migrate if that ever happens~~~

9) i wonder why they think that muslim ppl cannot think for themselves?? i mean seriously.... the phrase "it's between me and god" ring a bell???

10) i'm sure this is actually scaring away anybody interested in the religion.... as if we need anymore rules...

11) it all depends on the nawaitu!!!!! i wonder what nawaitu they had when they thought this ridiculous thing up!!???

anything else will be added later... anyone with suggestions are welcome... i'll even add it to my list!!!!!

i was browsing the net when i stumbled onto this jiwang song!!!

lyrics :

You're amazing but you're taking too much time
I've only got six candles left
And I'm trying to keep this off my mind
It's getting darker but it's the way they make me feel
They try to fill my head with questions
They all doubt you but I know you're real

If it takes time then I'll be patient
Know that I will still believe
I'll take your hand and hold it tightly
Because I know you'll carry me

Take me whole, Take me in, Take these last six candles
And when I'm tired, and wearing thin
Give me the strength to carry on
Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles
We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on

And I'm so thankful for every breath I take
There's not a moment that goes by
I waste wiping tears out of my crying face
Don't look so sad, you've missed the point
I'm still so glad I knew you against the odds
I'll take my chances and burn this candle through you

If I could ever see the way you understand me
When no one else can see it
I know you surround me

I'll be the one who listens only when you tell me
Not walking but running, not talking, yellin

And they might never understand why I do what I do
But I can only speak my mind
And what I feel is true
I'll take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes
All that I am, I will be standing, there, there

i dunno why but it sound good~~~ hahahah i like the sound 1st.... but when i read the lyrics jiwang la pulak~~~ hahahaah

there is a limit to being a narcist...

lets start this story with
"a little birdie told me that another little birdie told her that this 1 creature.... lets name it bleh.... :p" okay i'll confuse myself if i continue this way....

basically, ur in a team.... whatever happens in the team generally stays within the team rite????? but NOOOOOO..... stories will leak.. and i noe who does it!! yup... cos once i kinda dared it to tell but it was a nicely veiled threat.... (one of those rare moments when ppl see the real me)... but not a word spread... so now we noe the dalang rite??? okay i stray from the topic... okay my group is really on the average side... no one really stands out... which is good so u don't really feel stupid when u make a mistake!! okay so this person goes to another group and says that it is the smartest in the group???!!! what the hell!!?!?!?!?!

here's the deal... it cannot stand being corrected in any way or form... seriously not even when the lecturers or the consultants try.... it gets angry.... in other words it's so set in its ways... that if u attempt to correct it.... you'll get attitude the whole day.... so all the rest of us have resorted to the hands off approach!!!

plus.... i think its delusional as well with some delusions of grandeur..... i said some!!! but i can be professional and work with it but to be friend-friend??? ummmm doubtful!!!

btw...on another note...i noe that i kinda pick and choose my friends really discriminately most of the time by first time vibes!!! and i've never been let down....
and somehow i really give no chance to "ass-lickers" (different from ppl who are friendly!)... cos with these creatures.... when do u noe if they're being sincere??? seriously??? those i consider friends i can count with my hand... but acquaintances i have many..... i've never understood "clique-y" creatures.... and i really don't like clique politics.... hmmmmm hahahah i don't like many ppl!!! hahahah i'm a bit suprised at myself!!! :p

oh... what to do about nothing.... randomness

hmmmm... i've been kinda absent but what can i do... i am sooooo busy lately its depressing... i cant wait for february when i'll be more or less free as compared to now!!! currently i'm in paediatrics posting....i really don't like it!! but i won't say i hate it cos i don't!!! emm maybe some days i do :p

after this i'll be in internal medicine for another 3 months... i am beginning to wonder when i'll be able to read the book i just bought.. okay i bought it in september.. but aniza... ME?? haven't read a book that i bought and it's been nearly 1 month??? that just says it all rite?? haih... the book is "brisingr" the continuation of "eragon" and "eldest"... btw i think this series is sooooo much better then the movie....:P

btw... is this week the world hunger relief week??? hahaha either way i went ahead and donated and bought a band from KFC in support....

perlis is sooooooooooooo hot!!! i mean sleeping is difficult cos u wake up wet and not so rested~~~

i wanna go back to KL!! so many things are happening in the coming weeks!!!
1) azhan is having a gathering for his bday!!! i wish i could go!!
2) KL chapter is having an outing
3) mid year camp is coming but if it's a weekday i can't make it!! :((
4) the end of stay is also coming

hmmmm i wonder y izzit all the things are AFS related??? hahahahahaha

i miss u nurul!!!!
i miss u lyn!!!
i miss KL!!!
i miss good food!!!
i miss real shopping malls!!!

hahahaha i guess i'm just saying random things!!! nothing worth telling....

what is happening??

lately... it's sad when i open the newspaper or watch the news...
it's painful when i think about what our country is turning into...
i love this country... i do but some days i wish i was elsewhere....

why is it so hard to say 'sorry'... is it pride@stupidity...
why are they bringing up old stories....
why segregate us more in this time of turmoil....
why is history repeating itself
will it lead to a same outcome, i pray never!!!

i'm sick and tired of this....
it's not just our country...
the world is in decline... is there nothing we can do??
will they always let emotion cloud their judgement?

simple is easy?

i heard a very interesting saying the other day...

"easy is not simple , simple is not easy"

then it occured to me that it's so true!!! think about it~~

of course it doesn't apply to everything... mainly life and it's problems... but the more i think it the more it makes sense!!!

i'm back??

okie~~i'm so tired cos i've been super bz with my life rite now!!! OMG I dunno where to start... suffice it to say that there are not enough hours in a day for me to do everything!!!

i'm sick and tired of disorganized and go with the flow attitude!!! especially from stupid ppl who is getting paid to do wut?? i really dunno wut these ppl do but nothing is going as planned.... or was there any plan at all!!! you would think after 3 years~~~ things would be going smoothly by now but noooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!! i really shud stop ranting!!

by the way, i had the most filled holiday~~~ some fulfilling, some not! i miss good food that u can never get in kangar!! i miss spicy foods... i thought that the closer to the border, the spicier the food but boy was i wrong!!!!

i'm just writing what comes to mind but rest assured that maybe i'll write on a more regular basis~~ no promises... i'm bored like nothing else here~~~ thank god for broadband!!!
i'm in pulmonology posting now~~ 2 weeks have passed and my mid post test is going to be on the 20th while my finals on the 28th~~~ pls pray for me!!! i'm having palpitations just thinking bout it!!!!

holidays

i feel bad for neglecting my blog... but its the holidays so i'm kinda enjoying just lazing around.... will update when i don't have enough time to spare!!! hahahaha the irony of it.... when i have time i don't blog but when i'm pressed for time..... haih~~~

SHOUTOUT!!

my bestie EZLYN is back in malaysia for the hols!!!!!! I LOVE YOU LYN!!!!!!!!

nice ad!!

i was surfing when i came upon this ad kat kennysia.com.... the ad is a UN refugee ad... made in malaysia no less!!! the little gurls voice is really haunting.. but real nice.... i'm wondering who she is!!! so here's the link to those who minat want to check it out!!! here!!!

our batch t-shirt...

well... our batch got a t-shirt made last month... if you wanna see it, go here... i soooooooo malas to take a pic of it!!! hahaha

btw nurul.... it's not weird that your name is on the t-shirt.... you're actually really PROUD.... feeling warm and toasty in your heart rite??? it's sumthing to look forward to... to motivate you!!! hahahahahaha

happy holidays!!!

as i was saying b4...

as i was saying in my previous post, i am unsure how some ppl think of and perceive friendship?? is friendship only for fun??? do u leave your friends cos they're no fun, annoying or in trouble?? (well.. sometimes you do these things but when done correctly, you can make sure that ur friend remains your friends) so i'll give you a situation....

say that for the past few years you've been 'hanging' with the same group... and for the last year, you've been staying in the same house with these 4 girls.... naturally, when you are going to move to another house@place, you will make the assumption that you will follow the 'gang'!!! is this not true??? of course it is.... if you were really friends!! lets say that you're 'A'... and we'll just label the hsemates 'B' and a mutual friend 'C'...

the situation has been spelt out....it goes like this.... (this is paraphrasing okie... better yet my version of what happened!!)

B to C : aku nak pindah dengan housemate aku ... tapi aku rasa aku tak nak bawak A lar
sebab dia tu *macam ni, macam tu*.... so boleh tak ko carikan rumah untuk geng
aku?


C to A : sem depan ko tinggal dengan sapa?
A to C : dengan sapa lagi, dengan B lar....
C to A : ohh... tapi haritu waktu B mintak tolong aku carikan rumah untuk dia, dia cakap
dia tak nak tinggal dengan ko... tu yang aku confius nie...
A to C : ****************

so this situation is beyond shitty in my estimation... cos did B expect A to telepathically know that they planned to leave her behind? they didn't even tell A... so now.. whenever you see A, she is usually alone... when she used to be surrounded by her friends~~~ it's pretty sad really...

i get where B is coming from but they should've told her direct!!! i did it with a friend, explained why i will never be able to stay with her (we always bicker you see!!).... but i did it to her face!!!! at the same time, i think she understood why.... and i think we'll stay friends... cos i know that if we moved in together, more likely that i will begin to dislike her.... better to stay apart!! right??? hehehe

friendship?~~

i was just thinking.... what does friendship mean to me?? i guess i am really VERY VERY picky when it comes to making friends.... i don't like to meet new ppl so its really hard to make new friends (i am wut u can say socially inept!!) i don't actually give off a great 1st impression.... like for example once i met a friends bf and he straight away said (based on what is on my face) " why? u don't look happy to see me??".. i mean WTF??!!! It's a first meeting!!!! of course i have to size u up 1st!!!

i'm funny that way.... once someone said that i scared them based on 1st impression alone... (it's very rare!! maybe i was pms-ing at the time??) haih.... i guess you can say that friends are important to me but yet i never made any true friends until after high school!!! (i noe it's a bit pathetic!!! but i really dun have many special high school memories~~~ my loss i guess!!) i realized later that i need friends but i only want or need TRUE friends!!! how do i decide who my friends are???

that's a dilemma that i think i've solved!!! now, when i meet new ppl i just tend to go with my gut feeling which is 95% reliable!!! and i simply do not i repeat DO NOT hang out in cliques... too much politics u noe~~ (esp malay cliques!!! not that i can relate**) back to my original topic!!! what is friendship to me?

friendship... i guess to me it's like a lifelong commitment!!! you don't just dump your friends if they've wronged you.. you discuss the issues (once you've calmed down @ let ur friends calm down!!) and treat it as a discussion instead of a forum of finger pointing and emotional outbursts!!! it's hard but as girls you tend to be emo... just tone it down a lil!! i guess i'd like to think that friends are forever even if i noe 1 day we might go separate ways but at least ur still friends no matter how long has gone by (I <3 Nor Alia!! one of my first confidants!!!)

if you've got a problem with ur friend, u dun leave her behind to realize by herself that u've decided to leave her behind (in an activity or sumthing!) or hear from another source that ur planning to leave her behind!!! this is actually disturbing... if u are friends, just tell her y?? and hopefully if ur friendship is as important to her she will accept it!!! i dunno i might be wrong in my way of thinking~~ wut do u think?

actually i have many thoughts on this topic but it'll have to wait!! i am supposed to be studying for my anesthesiology exam!!!! wish me luck for my finals tomorrow!!!! last paper!!!! then i can go home and celebrate... oh and to mia!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY (tomorrow!)!!! i'll belanja u mkn so think what u want to mkn okie??

oh man~~

i am feeling like a nutcase simply cos i tend to rant and rave in here.. while nurul finds oh so interesting topics??? omg!!! siap dengan ayat Quran translated version lg!!!! x larat!!!! muahahahahahahaha *see nurul... cos u x kasi org comment in ur page, i made a blog entry bout it!!!! i heart u!!!! hahaha*
such a deep topic as well!!!! i bet u'll get some really interesting phone calls as well from your oh so many friends!!!!!! but then what u say is undisputable lar... i agree wholeheartedly btw!!!

FUNFAIR!!!

yup... 2 weeks ago i went to a funfair... i guess its been ages since i've been to 1.... hahaha suprisingly, it was quite fun!!!! never expected it to be that much fun... but then again i had GREAT company~~~ <3<3>

yup..this is the good company<3

so when we reached the fair grounds, i was soooooooooooooooo hungry to the point i'm shaking (and nurul knows this better than anyone alive how cranky i get when i'm hungry~~) so we got a lil snack to tide us over until we can go get proper food!! not a good move really since almost all the rides are going round and round~~~ but 1st we needed to get tokens cos all the rides will have to be paid in tokens.... 1 token = rm1 and almost all the rides were 3 tokens each!!

the tokens~

THEN we got on the rides!!! it was nuthin special just plain good ol' fun~~~

we started with this one~round and round~

then, this one.... round and round!!!

you should have seen us!!! after those two rides, we were a lil bit green!!! ahahahahah but since we didn't eat all that much, we managed to tame our stomachs back to submission!!!! PHEW!!! can u imagine throwing up in public?? too gross!!!! so after that we decided to get on the last ride... the ferris wheel!!! mild even if it does go round and round!!!!

~~pretty lights~~

safe to say that inside the ferris wheel, there was nurul (permanent chairperson of CWA), me (president of CWA) and a camera!!!! must i spell out what happened???? (nope i'm not going to put in the pics.... maybe nurul might??!! oh god pls no!!!) but i did take a pic of the whole fair ground while up top!!! as dr. appava will say "birds-eye view".... hehehe

so many pretty lights!!

after the ride we played a few games and all we got for it was....-->
and 2 mineral bottles!! SAD I know!!

so now its 11pm... where are we going to find place to mkn??? i know that there are plenty of kedai nasi kandar around but so not in the mood!!! so we went and explored the place near Sunway Carnival Mall!!!! we ended up eating at this place called KEYS??? so dun remember cos even tho the place looked all gempak and happening... a disappointment really!!! so saking x puasnyer.. nurul wanted to go to another place to mkn!!! but its now close to midnight~~~ hahaha but we found a new kopitiam that we'll be haunting...... cos the menu looks good!!!

the scrambled eggs was yummy!!!!

so by the time we came home, it was nearly 1am... hahaha what a gurls night out kan nurul??? lets do that again sometime!!!!! i guess dats it lar for now..... i've been writing and now i wanna go take a nap!!!! hahaha

pests!!!

i HATE household pests!!! especially ants, spiders, cockraoaches and lizards!!!! why do they insist on coming in the hse when u've already killed some of they friends?? are they simply asking to be killed!!!!

ANTS -> the bane of my existance!!! y izzit that everytime i see a line of ants in my room i get annoyed?? because MY ROOM is devoid of foodstuff!!! nope they're not there for the food... instead, they are using my room as an expressway.... every night i'll kill all the ants that i can see and reach... then, the line of ants will disappear (for a few hours!!) and then reappear taking a slightly different route!! according to nurul, the ants in her house will disappear when some gets killed... but at my place... I WISH!! maybe they're foreign ants.. they don't understand y i'm so violent towards them!! plus.. they are suicidal as well cos somedays i'll find them swimming in the kettle!! any suggestions on what i should do???

SPIDERS -> well... lets just say they dirty the house real fast... plus they always breed really fast as well!!! esp the daddy long leg types!!

COCKROACHES ->at the moment, i've never seen any at my place yet... (thank god!!) but i'm reminded of a story..... i remembered that in August of 2006 me and my hsemate nurul was moving into a new place (to stay)... and i'm sure nurul remembers this story very very well!!! we were going to clean the house since it was empty for a while... so obviously the first thing i'd want to clean is the toilet!!! everything looks fine... not a critter in sight!!! there was however this rather unsightly paint can masquerading as tempat takung air and it was upside down!!! (we don't want to breed dengue now right?? so i wanted to put it outside... i lifted it and WHOOSH!!

yes.. this is the toilet but it doesn't actually look so bad
(this was taken from the door so imagine how small the place is!!)

Cockroaches from at least 10 generations scrambles out from under the paint can!!! it was the most gross situations ever... suddenly everywhere you want to run to is filled with cockroaches (bear in mind that i am still in the freakin toilet!!) but i run anyway wishing to god i didn't step on any... oh AND THE SMELL!! you know how sometimes you can tell if a cockroach ia around... yeah..multiply dat by about 50X....*uwekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk*. so now i'm out and close the toilet door to contain the critters inside!!! then we ran to the neightbours hse to borrow the BAYGON!!!! so war was started!!! we opened the door and started spraying non stop until we ran out of baygon~~~ yet they were still scurrying around!!! so armed with my trusty brrom... the squishing session started!!! i killed more than i could ever hope to kill~~~ very proud!!! again.. it was soooooo GROSSSSSSSS!!

LIZARDS -> do i need to expand on this issue?????

sorry... this is another rant session~~~ but i'll appreciate any advice on the ant issue!!!! hehe

i feel like a little rant session...

lets see.... i feel like ranting n raving at the moment... i've just been reminded by someone about all things i'm not satisfied bout... especially regarding acms accomodation~~~~ there are many things i'm not happy about... among other things...

1. The mattress which feels more like the sponge u use to clean ur dirty plates!!! i mean i wouldn't let my cat sleep on a bed like that!!! wassup man???

yup... that there is my bed!!!!

yes!!! that is how thick it is... but watch this....

this is what happens when i squeeze it!!! can u imagine what happens when u sleep on it?? i can feel the bedframe digging at my back.... on the bright side... free massage!!!! so i have fortified my place of leisure so that it would be acceptable for the use of human beings~~

i bought the travellers mattress!!!! and now i can sleep nicely even if occasionally i can feel the besi at my back!!!
ahhhh.... and i spread a quilt over the bed as well!!! and ppl still wonder y i don't have enough sleep and am cultivating my eyebags with love and care~~~ u ppl get it rite???? right about now i'm sure ur asking "y la this gurl sooooo stupid never ask for new mattress".. all i can say is i have!!!! sampai berbuih mulut tau until i totally give up!!!! the management sucks anyway!!!

2. The price of the house!!! RM300 per head??? bear in mind it is a townhouse in a gated community w/ a swimming pool and gym... but this is not bloody KL?? according to my sources, the whole lot of hse is RM1,200 but as it is i'm only using the 2nd floor... can u imagine their untung if there were 4-5 ppl to a hse (upstairs n downstairs!!!)

3. The new warden.... now this lady is sooooooooooo lazy... now instead of sending us the bill (as in the whole bill) she places the list of houses and prices in the library!!! (i mean WE= the fourth years have no time to go to the campus library... sangat!!) okay... and then she has the nerve to tell me she is NOT going to give me a copy of the bill... if i want a copy i have to go copy it myself!!! WTF!!! has she ever heard of documentation??? don't i need 1??

4. Curfew... can u believe she actually set a curfew of 12 midnight for us!!!! (i admit there is nothing much to do here in ulu land but...) omg... what r we....16??? i mean we're 23 years old!!!! so we all always break curfew just to rub it in her face!!!! just like yeasterday when i came home at a little past 1am.... i'm sure she's getting a report from the security guard as we speak!!! hahahaha

these are the main issues~~~ but other than that its mostly personal.. like ppl in the management that i cannot stand the sight of!!! apalagi when i hear their voice!!!! i feel like the sound of nail scratching the blackboard is much MUCH better!!!! why do these ppl airritate me so!!!!!!!!!! thats it for now!!!! i feel much better!!!! :P

Shaz tagged me...

7 random facts about me:
1. I'm in medical posting (mini) and it's its stressful
2. I enjoy hanging out with friends & family... but not a big entourage
3. I love food!!!
4. I hate hypocrites (yes shaz i'm sure a lot of ppl do)
5. I love to watch movies
6. I am i love with ANIME
7. I wake up at 6 four days a week~~~


7 things that scares me:
1. Falling from a great height
2. Failing in my studies
3. Losing my family (i dunno if i can handle that)
4. Not be able to eat @ walk by myself
5. Nature's revenge
6. Getting out of my comfort zone (i dun like to meet new ppl)
7. Dying slowly (i'd rather it be fast and instant)

7 random music at the moment:
1. Gabriel (Lamb)
2. Noreul Saranghae (Han Dong Joon)
3. Always Be My Baby (David Cook)
4. Smile (Connie Talbot)
5. Tercipta Untukku (Ungu feat. Rossa)
6. Sorafune (TOKIO)
7. Zhuan Shu Tian Shi (Tank)


7 things I say the most:
1. Huh?
2. Oh?
3. I don't know!
4. I'll go home and read...
5. Shit!!!
6. MAK!
7. I'm so sleepy~~


7 things I treasure the most (material things):
1. my laptop
2. my handbag (mummy just bought me 1 while i makkah!!)
3. my novel collection (if anything happened~~~)
4. my broadband
5. my collection of anime DVD's
6. my handphone (even if it's time to change it!)
7. my bank account


7 "first time" things I ever did:
1. My first time travelling alone without my family when i went to Italy!!!
2. Staying in Italy for 2 months
3. New Year celebration while i was in Italy (kinda sad that i was the only person not drunk)
4. My first ATM card (BSN) while in matriks
5. My first time studying over the selat in Indonesia
6. My first time seeing a surgical procedure (Caesarean Section)
7. The first time i bought a Tshirt for myself (Roxy baby T that cost me close to Rm 80 when i was in Form 3


7 people to do this:
1. Mia
2. Nurul
3. Anyone
4. with
5. lots
6. of
7. free time


OMG... that was kinda tough!!! hahaha i was bored so i decided why not~~

Gabriel by Lamb

this song is up for interpretation... i just like the song..... hehehe here are the lyrics okay??

I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel Gabriel

I can love
But I need his heart
I am strong even on my own
But from him I never want to part
He's been there since the very start
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel

Bless the day he came to be
Angel's wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel

The day i met my baby....

WAH.... the tajuk so hebat rite??? actually i just wanted to intro my baby to everyone!!! her name is kay-zee short for kitty zilla~~~ please dun think weird things... of course it's a cat!!!! hahahaha

KAY-ZEE

isn't she lovely!!!! (say it with me AWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!) you can see that pink collar??? that's nurul's gesture so that she looks like a gurl~~~ nuruls claims that i masculinize my kitty (what??!!?!?!) oh and my mum says she looks like an over sized rat!!! (this is because she is so pointed everywhere u look.. pointy face, pointy ears... and her body pun like slim!!!) or maybe it could be due to the fact that my mummy is biased towards her baby called ginger... i think the latter 1 makes more sense!!!

GINGER

oh well.... whateva ppl say.. she is my baby... the story of how i found and rescued her... lets just say that is was drama!!!

one fine day, aireena, nurul and i were on our way home.. it was evening time and when we were nearing the toll turnoff, i saw this little speck smack dab right in the middle of the road. At first i thought it was just another bit of rubbish but imagine my shock and suprise when i saw that it was actually a kitten!!! i almost died on the spot when i saw a car pass by her just inches from her face.... can u imagine how scared she was!!! she was so scared she was like 'batu' in the middle of the road!!! straightaway i asked aireena to stop the car.... even if she thought i was nuts to stop the car in the middle of the road... she kept it to herself!!!! (sayang u!!!)

anyway, as soon as the car stopped i stepped out of the car (thankful that there were no other cars in sight!!!) and went to the kitten hoping to at least shoo it to the side of the road.... when WHISH! i feel her slip past my fingers and run for salvation~~~straight under aireena's car. Ai at this point is sooooooooo embarassed by me (the crazy cat lady!!) that she was already hiding behind the car cushion!!!! hahahaha it was hilarious~~.. so now the kitty is under the car. when i tried to grab her, she hissed and spitted at me (alamak... garangnyer!!). so to try and get her out from there i tried spraying water at her but it only made matters worse.

she is now in the rear tyre of ai's car!! OH NO!!!!! now i really dunno how to get her out.... but suddenly (jeng3x) dtglah this abang onhis motorcycle wondering why is this gurl on her hands and knees in the middle of the road. to mkae long story short, he helped with the extraction of the kitty with the assistance of nurul while i played police traffic so that no one gets hurt!!! let me say that being polis trafik is quite embarassing but i rationalised it as "these ppl dunno who i am.. so y must i care!"

out comes the kitty screaming at the top of her lungs "EEEEOOOOOWWWWWWWW!!!!!" and i felt so sorry for it. the abang showed me the cat wondering where he should leave it (bear in mind how garang she is!) but i said nevermind.. just give her to me. he was so worried the kitty was going to hurt me (so baik right!!) but kay-zee just settled quietly on my lap as soon as i got in the car... she was shaking so hard.... "damn.... now i'll have to take care of her....after all these years trying so hard not to create a bond with cats that i encounter!!!" while all these things were happening, ai was worrying her ass of in the car.... watching the traffic light go from red to greean to yellow and red again over and over again.

so that's how kay-zee came to be part of my family~~ what did i tell u bout drama??? hahahaha...KAYZEE!!! you'll always be my baby.... i love u~~~ muaxxxxxxxx

i got a new camera!!!

so finally after a gazillion years using my sister's leftover cameras (i know that the older sister never gets hand-me-downs but no ones perfect!!) i got myself a new camera!!!! YAY!!!!!! i got it at the recent PIKOM PC fair~~ i love it!!! i don't need a state of the art camera, just 1 that is functional..... its a Canon Powershot A470.... here's a pic...
Yes... i know that red is sooooooo NOT me.. i love the colour blue!!!! but this shade of red@pink is so cute!!!! i just couldn't help myself!!!! anyway the PC fair was soooo crowded i feel like 1 of the sardines in the can.. i can't breathe and feel like passing out multiple times but the satisfaction i gained and not to mention the things i bought was worth it!!!
i hope it will stay healthy always because if know me well enough, you will know that :

1. i am sooo clumsy (i hope i don't drop it EVER!!)
2. i am very forgetful (i hope i don't leave it anywhere and lose it!)
3. i am super kasar!!!! hahaaha
   

c ya!!!! i'll tell you guys about my kitty next~~~ i'm sleepy and i want to go and take a NAP!!!! (exam taking is exhausting for my brain!!!)

i'm sleepy~~

okay.. so its 2 am on a friday... i have an exam at 9 but i kinda wanna go to bed in a while disregarding the topics i have yet to read!!!!! i'm going to wake up at 6am (hopefully i do!) to just read and re-read....

i have so many things to get of my chest that tomorrow (as in after my exams) is going to be a long long day in which i'll write down those things.... maybe even pictures.... (hehehe i sooooo wanna show off my new camera!! it's sooooo cute)

i'm going to go sleep now~~ nitey nite

My first try!!!

First things first... i DID NOT jump on the blogging wagon just to go along with the trend (OMG i hope not~~) but lets just say that i was influenced by many blogs that i have read... this is sooooo going to be a platform where i write about things i like, things@ppl that i dislike (i try not to use the word HATE.... its such a strong word don't u think??
YES : i am going to whine and bore the living daylights out of everyone (if anyone at all reads this blog) cos at the moment i guess i'll just keep this private...


NO : i am NOT going to blog my whole life!!! I lurveeeeeeee my privacy~~

what else shall i crap about in my first official blog?? any ideas?? OMG... i already sound so boring i'm going to hang myself.... hahahaha